If I could find the word to tell you.
If I could think the thoughts to say.
The feelings I hold within my heart,
That I cannot seem to convey.
Maybe then you could understand.
Maybe then you'd see.
That the tears which lay upon my cheek,
Were not cried willingly.
I didn't want to fall so hard.
And certainly not so fast.
But within my chest, my heart screams;
This love is ment to last!
And yet my head is stubborn.
It refuses to comply.
Instead it screams: His love is fake!
This relationship - a lie!
There's no way you could understand,
The damage you have done.
Simply by loving me,
You've made the world around me numb.
Ther
She's such a sad girl,
Thirsting for life.
Looking for an answer,
That just might end her strife.
She calls out to the dark,
Praying for the end.
Trying to stop the screaming,
Of the heart no one can mend.
He left her heart in pieces,
Shattered on the floor.
And he never took a second glance,
As he walked out the fucking door.
And so I fall agian...
I'm choking on the word I never spoke.
I didn't have the heart,
To question yours.
There's no trust left in this corpse.
But can you blame me?
You left me jadded.
Adamently insisting that you loved me.
But how can that be?
When I gave you everything.
I guess recipricated feelings are overrated.
But I thought we'd made it,
You left me hanging.
Calling out your name was nothing but futile.
You were unreachable,
On your fucking pedistle.
All my hopes and dreams were discarded.
And you left me faithless,
My love was waisted.
Now suffering accelerated blood loss.
It's just a side affect,
Of this heartbreak.
Unwanted and unwi
Current Residence: Mexico (fun in the sun) Favourite genre of music: | Emo | Alternative | Ska | Favourite photographer: Nicholas Dillon Operating System: Windows ME MP3 player of choice: IPod Wallpaper of choice: Surf Girl from roxy.com Favourite cartoon character: Buttercup (the Powerpuff Girl) Personal Quote: Never eat Vick's... the burning isn't pleasent.
Favourite Visual Artist
Van Gogh, Monet - Impressionalism
Favourite Movies
Kill Bill & Donnie Darko
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
| Dashboard Confessional | Incubus | Billy Talent | Sumblime | The Killers |
Favourite Writers
Phillip Pullman
Favourite Games
The Sims & Grand Theft Auto
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2
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| shopping | literature | html | rugby | photography |
Oh wow, my back hurts so much. I slept wrong or something and now it feels like there's a knife jammed between my vertibrates. Ugh... today was not fun. I am sore in so many places and a little hungover. But I guess it's okay since I managed to get all this sh*t edited and uploaded. Anyway, I'm tired so I'm going to get some sleep... nightie night.
Well guess f*cking what? I lent my new digital camera to a friend of mine and he's had it for over a week now. He's now telling my that in the midst of moving, he put it in a box and now has no clue where it is. GREAT... For all I know, he sold the stupid thing. Anyway, when I get it back I plan on adding some drawings to deviant art. Thats the beauty of a digital camera... you don't always need a scanner! Hahaha!