I'm choking on the word I never spoke.
I didn't have the heart,
To question yours.
There's no trust left in this corpse.
But can you blame me?
You left me jadded.
Adamently insisting that you loved me.
But how can that be?
When I gave you everything.
I guess recipricated feelings are overrated.
But I thought we'd made it,
You left me hanging.
Calling out your name was nothing but futile.
You were unreachable,
On your fucking pedistle.
All my hopes and dreams were discarded.
And you left me faithless,
My love was waisted.
Now suffering accelerated blood loss.
It's just a side affect,
Of this heartbreak.
Unwanted and unwillingly vindicated.
Ya, I saw this coming,
Miles away.
My panic stricken heart clutching yours.
You said "Don't touch me",
And now I see...
This polluted paradise was spoiled long ago,
By the love you never showed.
The fault is yours, you know.










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smiling through the tears
i found you! haha
didnt know you had one of these.. hope mexico is fun
ttyl
marie
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::You gotta sink to swim
impersonate greater persons
'cause we all know art is hard
when we don't know who we are::
[link]
-Nick (at my cottage)
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smiling through the tears
thanx for the
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~My Gallery
-- Name: Daniella
-- Birthplace: Oakville
-- Gender: female
-- Eye Color: hazel with gold flecks
-- Hair Color: dark auburn
-- Height: 5'2
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: aries
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Dutch, Irish, English, Scottish and a little smidge of Spanish
-- The shoes you wore today: Gallaz and my slippers
-- Your fears: sharks and the dark
-- Your perfect meal: rack of lamb with rosemary, mashed potatos and corn on the cob.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: remain true to myself in times of adversity
LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: woah... weird dream!
-- Your best physical feature: I have no idea
-- Your bedtime: when I get tired
-- Your most missed memory: Wanakita
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: ew, I don't like either
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: sometimes...
-- Sing: when no one's listening
-- Take a shower: everynight before bed
-- Have a crush: yep
-- Do you think you've been in love: no
-- Want to go to college: university
-- Liked high school: I still go to high school, and ya... it's cool
-- Want to get married: sure
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: that's kind of a biased question, isn't it?
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parents: my parents and I are really close, but I tend to get int arguements
-- Like thunderstorms: yep
-- Play an instrument: I will soon!
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yep
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: nope
-- Made Out: yep
-- Gone on a date: yep
-- Gone to the mall: of course!
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: um... no....
-- Eaten sushi: no thanks
-- Been on stage: for a drama presentation
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: hahaha, yes but they tasted gross
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: yep
-- Stolen anything: nope
LAYER NINE:
In a in a guy...
-- Best eye color?: anything goes
-- Best hair color?: dark
-- Short or long hair?: shortish
-- Height: taller than me (which isn't hard)
-- Best weight: no less than me!!!
-- Best articles of clothing: I like a guy who has his own style, but nothing too off the wall. (I LOVE a guy who wears DC!)
LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- Number of piercings: 5 (one I'm letting close)
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: about 5
-- Number of scars on my body: 5 or more
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: the past is the past... why worry over something I can't change?!
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smiling through the tears
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